An explanation of my disappearance.
Apr 17, 2015 11:48:20 GMT -6
dirkgently, Mystic Wanderer, and 8 more like this
Post by emotionallyincorrect on Apr 17, 2015 11:48:20 GMT -6
I received an email from Guohua this morning checking in on me. I just want you all to know that I am ok, but dealing with some shit. Mainly my love of drinking beer and trying to get off of it due to the physical issues, mental problems and just plain old bad attitude I was having before I abruptly left Hernando's...
As I told Guohua, I have enough enemies and I didn't want to piss off the friends that I had made on Hernando's so I just left.
I deal with severe depression and also diagnosed with “anti social behavioral disorder”. Thus the big reason I love to drink! Drinking alcohol, makes me become social? However my last day on Hernando's I had noticed my behavior becoming more towards spiteful/hateful. A certain plant would be my ultimate savior, but unfortunately it is not legal in the state in which I live, so therefore, I got sucked into the more dangerous “legal” alternative to my issues.
Anyhow, I was becoming and being a real dick! Thus my abrupt departure.......
It isn't fair for me to expect Guohua, to explain what happened to me, so here I am to give ya'll a brief and honest answer straight from the horses mouth!
I have been taking my negative energy to TOS and unleashing it there. :)
I respect you all too much to allow my negative energy to influence and bring you all down, because God already knows laughter is hard to come by in these trying days and like I said, I don't need to turn friends into enemies.
I'll be back when I get my shit together if and when, but I just wanted to say “What the hells shakin?”!
Keep giving the Gubment hell!
Miss ya'll!
PS I am dumping this message and signing off, so please don't waste your time and effort to reply. I am not looking for sympathy or seeking help that I already have available to me, so please don't think this is a last good bye kind of thing. Just an overdue explanation as to my disappearance.....
As I told Guohua, I have enough enemies and I didn't want to piss off the friends that I had made on Hernando's so I just left.
I deal with severe depression and also diagnosed with “anti social behavioral disorder”. Thus the big reason I love to drink! Drinking alcohol, makes me become social? However my last day on Hernando's I had noticed my behavior becoming more towards spiteful/hateful. A certain plant would be my ultimate savior, but unfortunately it is not legal in the state in which I live, so therefore, I got sucked into the more dangerous “legal” alternative to my issues.
Anyhow, I was becoming and being a real dick! Thus my abrupt departure.......
It isn't fair for me to expect Guohua, to explain what happened to me, so here I am to give ya'll a brief and honest answer straight from the horses mouth!
I have been taking my negative energy to TOS and unleashing it there. :)
I respect you all too much to allow my negative energy to influence and bring you all down, because God already knows laughter is hard to come by in these trying days and like I said, I don't need to turn friends into enemies.
I'll be back when I get my shit together if and when, but I just wanted to say “What the hells shakin?”!
Keep giving the Gubment hell!
Miss ya'll!
PS I am dumping this message and signing off, so please don't waste your time and effort to reply. I am not looking for sympathy or seeking help that I already have available to me, so please don't think this is a last good bye kind of thing. Just an overdue explanation as to my disappearance.....
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