Post by emotionallyincorrect on Feb 11, 2015 14:41:23 GMT -6
Without getting into a lot of my past mental issues, last night I went very dark for a period of time. During that time, I revisited why I wanted off this planet.
First off, I don't want anyone to be concerned for my safety and well being. I am not actively suicidal, but passively. I truly feel, I do not belong here!
Now for the conspiracy!!! *Come on, you knew it was coming!".
Let me first say, that these are MY thoughts! I am not trying to dump on anyone of faith, so please do not take anything I say against religion personally.
But let me ask, "What are the 2 things for certain that will happen to us the instance we are born?".
Death and Taxes right?
So lets put taxes aside and talk about death.
Just a cliff note on my religious background. I grew up Catholic, went into the Army 2 weeks after graduating High School, got wrapped up in the "Southern Baptist" church while stationed in Columbia, SC, then got discouraged due to the hypocrisy, then experimented with Satanism, Wiccan, etc etc..... so I am not viewing this with blinders aye?
First thing we learn about death IMO, is when we are growing up and one of our friends or loved ones is taken away from us OR thru church right? Then we have the very MORBID ceremony we call a funeral. But what gets me is that going to church (I don't mean physically necessarily, but mentally as well) we are taught that death for the righteous in the eyes of God is the most beautiful thing that could every happen to us! Am I right?
So why have we been conditioned to fear death?
Other than the unknown or the fear of being a sinner and cast into the furnaces of hell?
Considering the catastrophe of the current world we are living in, due to the corruption of governments who have learned how to enslave and control us, is it NOT the fear of death that is giving them their power?
Anyone?
It goes without saying that when we die, we make those who are our friends and loved ones sad, but WHY THE MORBITITY of funerals and services? Why do Christians weep upon the death of a loved one? (other than the fact they will miss them or feel guilty of how they took advantage of them while they were living)
I guess this is MY conspiracy theory! How we as humanity have failed to address death as nothing more than moving on, but instead have used it as a mechanism of fear and control for those who take advantage of us?
As a citizen of the US, I love my country, but I hate my government! ALL OF THEM! Their loyalty to money, greed, and power is as we all know, going to destroy not just our country, our planet, but our lives! Look at the FEAR the MSM shoves down our throats on a daily basis! What is that fear based on? DEATH!!!! Isn't DEATH inevitable for all of us?
So let me ask you this, "If death is inevitable from the day we are born, is it not our cowardice to dying that gives these tyrannical control freaks the power to subjugate us?". Anyone besides me recognize how those of us who our willing to defend our Constitution our now being portrayed as "Domestic Terrorists"? Well folks, that's our government! They have thrown the Constitution out the window in the name of their "NWO"!
It is OUR FEAR of DYING that gives them the power over us they currently own!
Why fear the inevitable?
When I finally kick it? I want people to kick back, drink, smoke, and talk about all the crazy crap, I did and put them through! Talk, laugh, get drunk/stoned, just laugh at the things I did and said! Don't cry! For my so called existence just might wonder the halls of the White House and goose the likes of Nancy Pelosi!
Anyhow, thanks for bearing with me.......
