After my wife died, close to a year later, I sold the house and bought a small condo overlooking a pool on a golf course. I played golf, swam, and made love to almost anyone my selection process would let me or who would have me.. for a couple of years all I did was enjoy life/work and wonder what I wanted to do if anything with my life.. It was kinda like I was in a deep dark tunnel where I could not even see the barest flicker of light from the end. . I suppose I was trying to exercise the pain away ? Either way, my Golf game got pretty good and I had allot of hollow/shallow fun with the ladies. Enigma's music and ladies to love, what more could a guy ask for...
Real feelings of love would be nice for a start for I believed I was incapable of ever feeling true love again.
The condo was wired for sound with speakers even in the restroom where I had a Jacuzzi that was an amazing comfort in sight and sound with all it's technological wonder.
When I decided to move I listed the condo and it was sold in a week for close to fifty thousand more than I had in it.. Enigma always brings back memories for me.