I Am Going To Miss You Guys <3
May 20, 2015 0:28:04 GMT -6
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Post by TrinityETR on May 20, 2015 0:28:04 GMT -6
For the past few weeks I have had some serious time to think, not just about life, but about MY life in the research community. Ever since I left TOS and found a wonderful home in the beginnings of this booming forum I have found some of the most wonderful people, and was even happier when I saw that those who got lost in the bull$hit that became TOS they found a home here.
As a member aka NoRegretsEver I have transformed into Trinity host of Esoteric Truth Radio, and had a wonderful opportunity to share my thoughts, with you all. Its been 2 yrs now, and I find myself having the same conversations, discussions and debates as I did 2, 5 and sometimes even 10 years ago, and I my friends have become flustered, confused and saddened that I feel I no longer have much to share with the community as I once did.
I have tried on more than one occasion to broaden what I think the alternative news community could be, but as it stands, I am alone on it. I am not sad for that part, as I would rather try my hands at something from the heart then be to afraid to try, but I am tired, and worn down. I closed my Facebook account a few weeks ago, and now have about 3-5 ppl and I am not as stressed, I am beginning to get happier, and I think that I need a change, not just of heart but of conscious.
I explained to my daughter that its time for me to be with the "crazy people", not crazy in the sense that most think, but to be in a more "out there" area, where off topic means outrageous, and the talking goes into exploring, and never being afraid to speak even when most dont agree. There is a plane that I have reached, and I can now be me more than ever, and I have Hernandos and its members to thank for that as well. I will of course, bump this place like no ones business, and try to come around from time to time, maybe drop a video to confuse you, and giggle about the little things, but I am afraid its all I have left for Hernandos, and this place deserves better than that.
So, with that I bid a farewell. There is always a way to find me through, youtube, email, and skype, where I will be most of the time, as writing for me is now going to be used to send angry letters to the people I cant tell off in my own voice, I seem to have lost that good feeling of just chatting with people and sharing, with the sound in your voice, that can just say, Im glad we spoke, I feel better now.
With all the love in my heart <3
Cee No Regrets Ever!! :*
As a member aka NoRegretsEver I have transformed into Trinity host of Esoteric Truth Radio, and had a wonderful opportunity to share my thoughts, with you all. Its been 2 yrs now, and I find myself having the same conversations, discussions and debates as I did 2, 5 and sometimes even 10 years ago, and I my friends have become flustered, confused and saddened that I feel I no longer have much to share with the community as I once did.
I have tried on more than one occasion to broaden what I think the alternative news community could be, but as it stands, I am alone on it. I am not sad for that part, as I would rather try my hands at something from the heart then be to afraid to try, but I am tired, and worn down. I closed my Facebook account a few weeks ago, and now have about 3-5 ppl and I am not as stressed, I am beginning to get happier, and I think that I need a change, not just of heart but of conscious.
I explained to my daughter that its time for me to be with the "crazy people", not crazy in the sense that most think, but to be in a more "out there" area, where off topic means outrageous, and the talking goes into exploring, and never being afraid to speak even when most dont agree. There is a plane that I have reached, and I can now be me more than ever, and I have Hernandos and its members to thank for that as well. I will of course, bump this place like no ones business, and try to come around from time to time, maybe drop a video to confuse you, and giggle about the little things, but I am afraid its all I have left for Hernandos, and this place deserves better than that.
So, with that I bid a farewell. There is always a way to find me through, youtube, email, and skype, where I will be most of the time, as writing for me is now going to be used to send angry letters to the people I cant tell off in my own voice, I seem to have lost that good feeling of just chatting with people and sharing, with the sound in your voice, that can just say, Im glad we spoke, I feel better now.
With all the love in my heart <3
Cee No Regrets Ever!! :*
But as I said before, try to have some fun doing so.
I'm Late,,, I'll Miss You Soooooooooooooooooooooo Very Much!